Deeper in sin

I really enjoy the path i have been exploring for the last years. Leaving heteronormative sexuality had given me so much joy and i now know that there are so many wonderful aspects of sexual pleasure to be explored. Like in the pictures featured here. I know, they go a little way out of the boundaries i have set for this blog. But it was fun and exciting. My main objective will still be to pose in lingerie, but i love the feeling of my bruised bum after these sessions. Some of you might not even like this. Maybe it´s not your cup of tea and thats why i didn´t make a film* out of it.

But i enjoyed it a lot. The feeling of the cane against my pantyclad bum was fantastic, and the heat kept on for long afterwards. And if you wonder, hitting the "front" was also enjoyable. But i don´t think this will be my favourite pastime. Bruises on my bum and thighs will ruin the photographs, and in my age even minor blemishes to the skin takes a long time to disappear. But anyway, it was great fun and i would have hated myself for not trying.

And another fun thing: Had a nice evening with one of my exwives yesterday. As mentioned earlier we get along very well, and the conversation turned to the excellent persons that works with me in my household and in my business and i mentioned that i had to tell some important persons about me wearing ladies underwear, but that´s not a big thing because they trust me with their uterine inflammations , unexpected pregnancies and family members with drug problems ( This is close to break of confidentiality on my part!). Maybe it´s because i told them something that was more taboo first. Anyway, i love and respect these persons, and I said that to my lovely xx-wife. She was a bit surprised that i had admitted this for them, but understood my reasoning that trust is always two directional.

Weel, now for the fun part:

After finishing a bottle of wine we were saying goodbye on the porch, and she said: I´ll see you on friday with an Easter egg filled with... and then started giggling.

I asked what it was that was so funny, and she then leaned over and whispered in my ear:

- Panties!

- Well, that´s very kind, but i prefer if you hand it over in private to me.

- Just kidding. But i did not want the neighbours to hear.

- OK. But since you brought up the subject, i have several pairs here that are the wrong size that you might want to have that i cant put into your easter egg.

So we ended up with K checking my drawer for knickers that i have bought in the wrong size. She ended up selecting four knickers and a pair of stockings. She thought they were lovely, and wanted to buy something similar for me in return. If se does that, i´ll happily wear those panties.

* One of the limitations i set out for this blog when it started was no nudity. So i can not show the red bum i got after the caning. But i´m thinking of a second, "naughty" blog that shows more details, because i´ve got lots of more revealing stuff. If i do that, it will be members only.

All strapped up

Wearing my first eight strap suspenderbelt was lovely. Two more straps stroking my legs and two more clasps to attach. And of course i want to show you, so i dressed in front of the camera this morning. The film is a bit long because i opened a new packet of seamed stockings and wanted to show every part of my dressing and when i finally had all the clasps attached i wanted you to see me touch myself in this sexy lingerie.

As always, i added some music. You might to turn down the volume if not completely alone. I usually choose musicd to suit the length of the film, but this time i couldn´t resist the theme of this song. Please enjoy, i love that you watch. It gives me so much pleasure to dress like this everyday and these films and photos makes me feel exposed in a very nice way.

New stockings and panties

Some new purchases arrived today. I always get so excited about seeing my new underwear. It doesnt matter that i´m already dressed in my preferred manner, i love to spread everything out and see all the lovely things that i´m going to wear. It makes me so happy to know that i have some new girls knickers and that i´m gonna slide a new pair of stockings on my legs soon and that i´m gonna dress up like a woman and look and feel girly . As you can see i bought several makes and colours of stockings. Besides my favourite brands i also bought some inexpensive but good ones that are a little bit shorter, so they fit well with suspenderclasps that are a bit long or nonadjustable, like on the Charnos Corselette i showed you earlier this year. I also got my first eight-clasp suspenderbelt. I ususally wear six-clasps, but i´m very excited about how this garment will feel and look and i look forward to let you see me wearing it. I´m expecting some new knickers this week and will probably do a photosession this weekend.

March 7

I have gotten into the habit of taking a photograph of myself every morning when i get dressed. In an ideal world i could share the pics with you everyday, but i don´t have the time and to be honest all pictures don´t turn out that well, even if the camera in my iPhone is quite good i prefer to pose with the camera on a tripod and take some time editing the pics.

March 17

March 20

March 22

But the best thing about my iPhone is that it is always at hand whenever i want to show my nice and feminine lingerie that´s hidden under my trousers.

XXX,

Lacey.

900 days

Tomorrow it´s 900 days since i did my very radical purging and removed all my mens underwear from my wardrobe, and it´s one of the best things i ever done. To allow myself to explore my sexuality without shame and to do it everyday is wonderful. And to understand that my sexual personality was female and submissive made me feel whole.

I have always enjoyed having a ladies pad in my panties. It stimulates the ass just by being there, i love to feel it when i sit down, it´s a very feminine thing and it also adds a slight touch of humiliation which excites me. I have a maxipad in my panties most of the time nowadays.

It´s also totally unnecessary, the only purpose is for my pleasure. And like my lingerie it bothers noone.
Another thing about my sexual role is that i also like to satisfy men. To find out that my anus was an erogenous zone gave me much pleasure. I really love to have a big hard thing inside me, and i like going down on my knees and suck my dildo. Most of the time i don´t even give myself any stimulation except from the feeling from my tongue and lips when the nice rubber fills my mouth.

I sometimes take my dildo to bed and let it lie beside me so i can reach out and touch it. The sexual fantasies that i fancy most nowadays is to unbutton a pair of trousers and give head or to pull my panties down and getting taken from behind. I have always had sexual fantasies about both men and women but i enjoy having the female role. I want to get me a pair of openbottom panties so i can satisfy myself in the rear without taking off my panties.

Als adding to the excitement is the fact that i can pose for other persons pleasure. I love to take pictures of myself in sexy feminine lingerie and i really like that there are other people who enjoy this. I want you to feel like you´re in the room and that i´m there to please you. I love being a sexy horny slut and it´s great to have the opportunity to express myself like this. And if you want to stimulate yourself while looking at these pictures, well, that´s what i was hoping for.

So i am a bisexual submissive transvestic fetishistic poseur and i feel great.

XXX,

Lacey

(and by the way: The waistcincher in these pics is sexy as hell. But to wear it for more than one hour is torture. I had to to take it off when i sat down by the computer to write this.)