...it´s caught me in it´s spotlight...

(just click on the pic to see better!)

I´ve been caught again. Two days ago my son was about to leave for a visit to his sheepfarming mother on his christmas break, and his nanny Anita was packing for the journey. Everything was just fine, until Anita decided to pack one more pair of pajamas. They were hanging on the washingline in the bathroom, next to several pairs of my knickers and tights. I had hung the knickers in the last row, so i figured they were well hidden beyond longer garments and terrytowels but... to reach the pajamas she had to push all the washing aside and also lift two pairs of knickers that were on top of the washingline. Of course she noticed. I was all red when i realised what she had seen! And to make it all more clear, the week before i had washed two pairs of black lace knickers along with the rest of my washing and went to do some shopping, only to return and find them drying over the bathtub!
(Anita is instructed not to do any washing, that´s not in her work description. I do the washing and expect her and my son to fold his clothes and put them into the drawers, nothing more).
So now she knows. Like John, who found out late this summer. And she´s not stupid. Maybe i ought to tell her? She has a very professional approach to her job and i suspect she already knows about me wearing ladies underwear. But she is a young girl and lingerie could be seen as a sexual provocation, and i dont want that.

These people work for me and i have to care for their feelings. Maybe the best way to respect Anita´s feelings is to not mention anything and to continue hanging my knickers to dry on the washingline furthest to the wall and expect her to get a glimpse of them sometimes and then bring up the subject in three months time when we have a chat to discuss salary, work conditions, improvements and so on. I think that would be the most respectful way.

(just click on the pic to see my stockings better!)

But let´s change the subject. I have been checking up the subject of "Sissyboy" and " Forced feminity".
Nothing wrong with that except for one thing. Sure, we all love a little roleplay once or twice, a lot of guys seems to get off on the subject of being forced to wear ladies clothing and submitting to a "female role". As i said, that´s OK. But for me i could never take it as an humiliation to wear ladies underwear. Instead, it would be a punishment for me to wear Boxer shorts... and if i had to forgo the nylons it would be even worse because my legs would be cold.
No. These guys just want the enjoyment of wearing female garments and accepting a female sexual role and abandonment of a male sexual role, and to be able to do that they have to be "forced". Come on. I accept and respect that there are millons of diverse sexual identities and that sexual roleplay is one of the nicest thing you can engage in. Good. Why not just admit it?

Say, "why can´t I be a girl this evening"

instead of " ohh you force me to be a girl, it´s so exciting"?
Sorry, but it´s sexism. For a man to feel humiliated by wearing ladies clothing is an insult to women. I enjoy wearing womens underwear but i would never feel it degraded me as a male.
Wearing lingerie is fun. I love being girlish and no one has to force me to do it. My legs look good in stockings.
And come to think of it, ladies underwear is not only more nice to look at (different fabrics, patterns etc....) it´s also more comfy to wear. Knickers, tights and suspenderbelts feel better on your body than a pair of longjohns or boxers. I´ve known this for a long time, but the first time this was clear was when i was out shopping for a shooting jacket. I found a very nice tweed jacket in a shop that had the sign "equippers to the Royals" over their doors, but my attention quickly wandered to the "Made in the UK" all wool hunting stockings. Lovely, in many colours that go well with tweed. I purchased a pair that were Green/Light green. Overknee in male fashion terms, mid thigh if they had been for women. Worn with breeches they were just wonderful, except for one thing. They just kept sliding down. I had to get some electrial tape to keep them attached. A suspenderbelt woud have been the solution.., but i hadnt brought one for this occasion. So i was thinking about getting to the nearest gas station to some Silicone Glue to attach to the tops of my stockings to make them a pair of Hold Ups, which of course would have been an insult to this lovely and ancient firm of Stitchers...

Well, you get my point. With the simple addition of two items from womens lingerie (silicone stoppers or a suspenderbelt) these stockings would have performed so well. And silicone stoppers and supenderbelts are items of male sports clothing! Just ask any NHL-hockeyplayer or a keen cyclist.. They have been wearing sussies and holdups for years.

Guys are missing out on having comfortable underwear.
I think the first thing to do would be to introcuce an "uncrotched Long John" to the male public. Of course it needs some marketing bullshit like a scare that athletes with tight underwear will have a reduced rate of sperm production or such. Just take an ordinary pair of suspender tights in a more opaque fabric (80D) and call it " Crotch Friendly" and "Moisture wicking" and lots of men will wear it for training and enjoy it. Then all we have to do is to add a little lace...

PS. If you have seen any of my pics before, i´m sorry. I´ve made a mess of my picture collection.

Greetings to the new Gillete

Hi again. Sorry for not updating for soo long, but i have been very busy. But i have taken a lot of pics, and decided to patch them together because there are so many and i have also gotten myself some new fancy undies. But lets get to the point. Todays lesson is for those who hasn´t shaved yet:

I shave. I dont like hair. It should at least be trimmed...
Many males do have a problem when shaving anything else than their faces or their heads. It´s a big issue to many people. Being male equates being hairy, so shaving legs, torso and and arms is considered poncey. You can only get away with shaving your legs if you are a cyclist or have done well at the gym. However, things have gotten better recently. The companies who market products for males have realised that if they can convince the male population to shave other parts of their body than just the face they can triple their sales of razors, shavingcreams and balms.
And this is good news for us who like to look good in stockings. Nothing ruins the appearance of a pair of good nylons like the sight of unshaved legs underneath, and a bikiniline must be trimmed for a pair of panties to look good.
But there are some issues with shaving that i would like to point out. If you have ever had a skinhead haircut, or even a shaved head, you know that hair acts as isolation.
Just standing under a lamp in the ceiling makes a difference in temperature. And its the same thing with your legs. Be prepared to either be warm or cold. For me it has gotten to the point that i have to use a pair of nylons not to freeze.
(i would have worn them anyway, but it´s nice to know that i HAVE to!)



And some of the body hair is placed where it is to act as a barrier for nasty stuff. The hairs in your nose are there to trap microorganisms from entering your breathing system, and the hairs in your pubic area are there to break down any nasty stuff that issues from your body (for females, who have a more complicated plumbingsystem than males, the pubic hair is also used för trapping microorganisms from entering the body. Females often experience infections in the vagina when they start to shave)

There are also a good collection of bacteriae on the skin in your pubic region (as on your chin!) so when you do a pubic shave for the first time you should be prepared to experience a big deal of smellyness, for the bodyhair will not be there to catch the microroganisms and the fat in the hair will not be there to break down diverse fluids that will change the pH-value on your skin. Hairfollicles that never have been shaved before will be infected. So, good hygiene is important.
And if you thought shaving your arse would be more hygienic, think again. The hairs are there to provide friction and to add air circulating, besides from all the uses mentioned above. If you ever wondered why ladies want to shower twice a day, this is the explanation. Removing bodyhair makes you smell more, not less. Wearing a pantyliner can reduce smellyness (and it also keeps your nice white knickers from getting dirty)

But all this will be settled in time. Expect a year for your skin to be accustomed to these circumstances, and leave a small landingstrip in your pubic area. The legs and the balls will be the easiest part.
And you will feel so much better. Beautiful legs and no hairs sticking out from under your knickers,smooth balls and arse will make you feel sexy. And other people also think it´s sexy, they just don´t have the courage to say so when you casually mention in a conversation that you don´t only shave your face. Women love it, and men will envy you (some men will also fancy you!).
And besides, who will notice? Shaving is something you do to make yourself feel good.

(yes,of course it itches. There are two solutions. Stop shaving or shave again)



P.S. As a matter of fact, i have never shaved my armpits. But i had a look just now, and it looks awful! It has to be corrected at once.
XXX, Lacey.

Shapes of things

I´ve always preferred big knickers to keep things under control and to give a feminine shape, but had to change my mind since i bought some pairs of these lovely panties. They are much smaller than those i usually prefer, but you have to admit they do a great job in making my bum look good (they do have a significant "lift" in them). And with a decent suspenderbelt they also make the front profile look much smoother.

Tighten up Vol. 2

I have been wearing tights (or should we say pantyhose? No...) a lot lately. Mainly because of flying a lot, but i really like the caressing feel of a good pair of tights. Also the do a great job of shaping the legs and bum, especially when wearing a pair of knickers underneath and another pair on top, and the knickers on top also stop the tights from sliding down. Women have known this for ages... Here are some recent pics. I have tons of pictures and films waiting for me to edit, so please be patient.

Back to the old oak

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I´ve been abroad for a few days. Lovely country, lovely weather, great food and wine. This time i didn´t even bother to bring any mens underwear along, my suitcase was stuffed to bursting with ladies lingerie. Felt great. But i didn´t dare to wear a suspenderbelt through the airportsecurity, so i went for just tights and knickers. I figured out that over the last year i have been aboard 22 airplanes wearing ladies underwear and have been stopped for a search just once, but that was my fault, walking out of the airport when i should have proceeded to another gate so i had to go through security one more time which made security want to have a look inside my trousers so i wasn´t carrying explosives in my underwear... A suspenderbelt with metalclips would certainly make the detectors go off everytime, and that would mean i should expect at least 15 minutes of extra check up everytime i fly.
So i fly in tights and panties.Wore read panties and white tights on the way out and pink panties and pink tights on my way home. Also, i found out that my fetischism for wearing womens sanitary pads and pantyliners is growing. I wore a pad nearly all the time and it felt great. I have decided to try several brands and sizes to find out what make i like the most.

Red and white on the outboard trip

Pink and pink on the way home.

And you can see the pad inside my knickers!

For my German readers

I was just trying on a new suspenderbelt...

It was not my intention to wear the colours of the Bundesflagge* but the result made for great pics. As it is time for Octoberfest, the Bavarian colours of white and blue should have been more suitable but there is a serious shortage of blue lingerie in my wardrobe (which will also make it complicated if i decide to honour Scotland and Finland).



However, since i aim to please all, i promise my english audience to honour the flag of St George as soon as possible (that will be easy, lots stuff in the right colours and it will look great in pics!)


* The Bundesflagge is the symbol of the democratic, tolerant Republic of Germany, centre of Europe, defeater of communism and one of the few countries that has not fought in a war since 1945. I really need to spend some time in Germany soon. Great place.

Stormtrooper in drag

Yum! Bubblegum pink stockings and a new black suspenderbelt and matching panties!
The combination looks so great. Soft and hard at the same time. Like a stormtrooper in drag.



Some knickers have the ability to give you an absolutely great looking bum...



And some stockings also give you fantastic legs.
With a black sixstrap suspenderbelt you feel powerful and dominant. And as i´m feeling that way when looking at this picture i order you to immediately go and dress correctly. You know what you should be wearing.

Bad Photographer

Yes, i am a bad photographer. But it´s the content that counts, otherwise you wouldn´t be watching this. This week i had several parcels to pick up at the postoffice, ickluding a new gold and lace suspenderbelt from Secrets in lace and black Cleopatra panties from SHQ. Lovely, both of them. Enjoy.

In my lonely room.

As i mentioned earlier i have just returned from a businesstrip abroad. A very hectic schedule but i managed to enjoy myself in the evenings. I also had the pleasure of showing airportsecurity my pink tights and white knickers on the way home.

As you will notice i´m still learning how to edit films on my mac. Tried several kinds of effects to see what i like. Any suggestions? Post a comment here or send me a message, laceyinthenorth@gmail.com

Dirty Laundry

It´s not easy to keep things secret. As i mentioned in an earlier post i wash my lingerie separate in a washbag and the let it hang to dry in my wardrobe.It´s a very discreet way to do the laundry. Occasionally a pair of knickers are forgotten in the laundrybin but since it´s me who does the laundry it´s not a problem. But last week i was on a businesstrip abroad, and my sons mother was called in from her cottage in the country to stay at my place while i was away. On Wednesday i came home and deposited my used clothes in the laundrybin, and noticed Sarah had done some laundry while i was away, including a pair of my white knickers that now hung in the front row on the washingline!
I remembered that i had not had the time to wash them before leaving for abroad and not bothered to hide them.
Well, not a big issue really. She knows about what i wear and we are quite good friends even though she doesnt see why a sane person would wear a suspenderbelt.
But the worst was yet to come.
I have some people who help me around the house, and John has been around for quite a while.
Today John asked if he could wash his white denim jacket while working. I said of course, and loaded the machine with my white laundry and Johns jacket.
I did some work, paid some bills, read my mail and cooked lunch and when i went to open the washing machine the laundry was already taken out. Johns white denimjacket hung from a clotheshanger and on the washingline was three pairs of white knickers and a suspenderbelt!
John and my son was out, so i had time to stop blushing before they came home for lunch. I figured my cover was blown anyway, so decided to wash the black lingerie also and let it dry in public.
Later i spoke to John:
- Thanks for helping me with the washing
- No problem, thanks for letting me wash my jacket.
- I guess you noticed something unusual this time?
- Yes, there were lady garments also.
- Well, i could lie to you and say that Sarah had forgotten them when she went back to the sheepshaggers, or i could say they were Eva´s, but these are mine clothes and it´s me who has been wearing them. I use ladies lingerie but have tried to be discreet about it as i did not want to flaunt it in your face.
- Thanks, but i don´t mind. After all, it´does not affect my job. But maybe it was bound to happen sooner or later.
-OK, thanks. The good thing is that this makes my washingroutine easier from now on. If you see any more panties you know they´re mine.

(of course, Sarah, John and Eva are not their real names)

My favourite things

I´m trying to learn how to edit films on my computer so i made a film from several favourite pictures. Most have been published here before, but its nice to see them in sequnce. Enjoy, i really do get a kick out of knowing there are people watching this.

Breakfast in bed

No i, didn´t have breakfast in bed. What i did was to go back to bed after dressing and spend some qualitytime with myself. Imagine that you are in the room, not allowed to touch. Not even to touch yourself, just to watch me play. And you are not allowed to see the end.

Back to black

This is what i wear today. My favourite suspenderbelt and my old Maidenfirm control body . It´s one of my first purchases and it´s lovely. Gives a good shape and caresses the body and i also like the transparent backside.

As you can see from this pic its essential to have a good shave. I only leave a small landingstrip.
(i blush when i look at some of my older pics with hairs sticking out!)

You must admit it does wonders for the figure!

Miniskirt Minnie

I had to do some editing of the pictures on this blog. I had kept the original name of some of the pictures, so they popped up in googlesearches. I dont mind anybody with an interest in men in female lingerie reading this blog, but i dont want just anyone searching for "White underwear" to see me in my panties. Also, a lot of the older pictures gave away some details from my home that was easily identified. But that has been taken care of now.

My newest film. Me posing in my denimskirt. Enjoy.
And for those of you who use Spotify: Listen to this.

Dress you up

I´m getting better at making videos. I made this one in Quicktime format instead of AVI, and compressed it so it would be quicker to upload.
This is what i wear today. Lovely garments that feel so good against my body despite the summerheat. And i really like the idea that you see how i´m dressed and hope you also get the chance to wear ladies underwear today.
And if you have any suggestions on what i should wear in the next film or photosession, please make a comment.
Love, Lacey.

Edit: As i was not happy with the quality of this film it has been removed until i have finished editing.

Too many fish in the sea

Most suspenderbelts are crap. Cheap materials and lousy stitching, made to be worn for one hot date and then forgotten. Comfort and durability has been discarded in favour of making a garment that only looks like the real thing. Those of us who wear stockings daily have learned this by trial and error. The picture here shows my favourite suspenderbelt, and it´s also the first one i purchased for myself. I bought it from Figleaves in 2005 and have since then replaced two of the clasps when the rubber broke. It´s comfy, sits well on the hips and the adjusters doesn´t slide. The model is callad "Belle" and i´ve forgotten the brand, but if i could find more i would certainly stock up on a few. For £22 it was a bargain.

(of course there are exeptions: The suspenderbelts sold by SHQ are great. Just don´t buy the cheap Jonathan Astons they offer!)

Summer fun

Hi, Lacey here again.
This posting contained a film that needed editing. In the meantime you can look at my sexy bum.

Computer world

I guess it´s happened to all of us. Losing hours of work due to computer not fucntioning properly. Or worse, losing lots of data due to user malfunction! Which is what happened to me today. I did a great photosession of myself in new surroundings with great light and backdrop, and did a good job of editing the pics afterwards. Some of my best, if i might be bold! But instead of moving the pics to a folder i put them in the rubbishbin and emptied it!
Sorrow is the word. Wonderful pics of me posing, gone forever.
I feel so stupid. I hope this video of me in cute white stockings works, but i suppose i´ll make a mess out of the uploading too... But if this one works i´ll post more videos. Please enjoy. I enjoyed being in front of the camera.

Blue blue jeans

I took a pair of worn Levis and wanted to make a pair of hotpants to wear around the house, but realized i could make myself a sexy minsikirt instead. It´s very short, doesn´t cover the stockingtops or suspenders* and it feels great to wear. So it´s a premiere, my first upskirt pics!



* of course i wanted it to be short!

After hours

It´s 2: AM and i´m standing on the balcony, smoking a cigarette and feeling the cool night breeze against my lightblue nylons. I have my pajamajacket on, and my white suspenderbelt and my panties are barely visible in the dark. If anybody would step out on any of the balconies above they might just make out what i´m wearing. But only maybe.

I have also undone the buttons of my pajamajacket so my matching bra is showing underneath.

It´s the 11th of May and i have been wearing panties fulltime since October last year and i´m feeling great. Even if i always liked wearing lingerie it really took off in last July when i started dressing up for longer periods. I remember the feeling when i first wore a suspenderbelt for a full day, it was lovely!

I used to fantasize about going away for a week and only bringing lingerie for underwear so i should be forced to put it on every morning, but i realized that the choice was mine. All i had to do was to start wearing what i wanted.

Many nice things has happened since then, but one of the best parts must be to be standing at the drawer in the morning and pick the days underwear.

I love the feeling of a pair of soft nylonstockings and a suspenderbelt tucking against my thighs and legs. And i could never have guessed what a kick it would be to to wear a pair of pink tights with white dots and to choose a pair of knickers to go with them. Pink is such a feminine colour, and to wear pink is to go all the way. So feminine, and so is the wonderful colours of Mauve and Fuchsia which have also found their way to my drawers.

And i feel beautiful and sexy all the time, and i shave my legs and trim my bikiniline and balls. It´s so great to be fussy. I have also been sleeping in a black chemise with matching panties and a womens pad in the crotch. And i never thought i would go to my local Lebanese tailor to have my trousers hemmed and be standing in the fitting room in frilly underwear with just a curtain between me and the other customers. And i did not count on going to work wearing a pair of silverlurex holdups and burgundycoloured knickers, or that i should be taking so many pictures and films of myself.

Because it´s a wonderful confirmation of myself and my sexuality. I have a desire for my own body and i do a lot of crazy things. I film myself when i´m in the local counciloffice making photocopies in dressed in lingerie, or i just drop my trousers when i´m alone at work and admire my underwear in front of a mirror. Or i do a long photosession and pose, and afterwards i watch my films and photos and get excited. I very much like to se my sexy butt in a pair of frilly knickers, or to see my thighs and legs adorned with garters and stockingtops. I feel slutty and sexy and wonderful.

But even if i do this for myself i also like some appreciation. I posted som pics on the Pantykin forum, and the comments were overwhelming. Really, i was touched.

I never expected someone to say "You look fab" about a picture of me in red stockings.

Really great. And the fact that it is men commenting does´nt matter, because i have admitted for myself that i also fancy having sex with men. To sleep with a dildo between the legs a whole night (it feels lovely) and to fantasize about sucking cock is a favourite nowadays.

But the best part must be standing on the balcony on a night in May in my wonderful lingerie, not caring about anything and smoking a fag and if anyone notices they will believe they are mistaken.

Love,

Lacey

PS: I did it again. Have been on the balcony three nights in a row. If i continue doing this i better get more stockings in light colours. Tonights outfit was champagnecoloured stockings with black seams, light pink suspenderbelt and white knickers and bra.

Sunday morning 2

I have been feeling sexy and slutty all weekend. When i was done photographing myself in the morning sun i went into town to do some shopping and have lunch. I dressed up in black sixstrap suspenderbelt, black knickers, black camisole, black bra and black stockings. Of course i dress in ladies lingerie everyday, but today i had the luxury of taking my time to choose, pose in front of the mirror to see that garters were straight and just admire myself. And as i did not expect to bump into someone i knew, i could button up my jacket so the bra bulge was hidden.

Sun is shining

The april sun is shining in through my windows so this morning was spent posing in my new Sista Shei-girdle. It´s labelled a "control brief" but has garters, so i call it a girdle and it´s wonderful. Only drawback is that the garters are too long, the adjusters slip and the clasps are lousy. But i love the red lacetrimming, the ruffles on the bum, the double fabric in front and the bows where the garters attach. I´m planning on just cutting off the garters and wearing a supenderbelt underneath.
I bought some new lingerie this week, including two pairs of holdups with lovely red and white polkadot bands. Below par quality but gorgeous, and my stockingdrawer is bursting anyway so it wasn´t a catastrophe when they fell apart the second time i wore them.

Show me!

I did some visitor statistics today, and realized that many of you are mainly insterested in the pictures featured here. Fine with me, i enjoy posting pics of me dressed in my finest and if anyone cares to look i´m happy. These pics are a few months old, from when i´m trying on my Allure basque and panties. Right now as i´m typing this i´m wearing a suspender and thong in the same style and in the pics from saturday you can see how my bum looks in these knickers. They are a bit different because they are loose, not tight as my other panties. and the feeling of lace and satin against the skin is very pleasing. I hope you also wear something nice while looking at these pics. Enjoy!



(btw, Teheran? I´m happy to have you here, but please be careful. Together we will erode the morals of The Islamic Republic of Iran!)